Olivia Rodrigo - brutal

[00:13.08] I want it to be, like, messy [00:15.83] [00:21.73] I'm so insecure, I think [00:23.82] That I'll die before I drink [00:25.64] And I'm so caught up in the news [00:27.50] Of who likes me and who hates you [00:29.48] And I'm so tired that I might [00:31.37] Quit my job, start a new life [00:33.32] And they'd all be so disappointed [00:35.13] 'Cause who am I, if not exploited? [00:37.23] And I'm so sick of 17 [00:39.21] Where's my fucking teenage dream? [00:40.99] If someone tells me one more time [00:42.91] "Enjoy your youth," I'm gonna cry [00:44.83] And I don't stick up for myself [00:46.87] I'm anxious and nothing can help [00:48.75] And I wish I'd done this before [00:50.72] And I wish people liked me more [00:52.72] All I did was try my best [00:54.78] This the kind of thanks I get? [00:56.59] Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah) [01:00.20] They say these are the golden years [01:02.33] But I wish I could disappear [01:04.36] Ego crush is so severe [01:06.37] God, it's brutal out here [01:11.59] (Yeah!) [01:13.91] [01:16.02] I feel like no one wants me [01:17.78] And I hate the way I'm perceived [01:19.89] I only have two real friends [01:21.77] And lately, I'm a nervous wreck [01:23.63] 'Cause I love people I don't like [01:25.43] And I hate every song I write [01:27.44] And I'm not cool and I'm not smart [01:29.47] And I can't even parallel park [01:31.35] All I did was try my best [01:33.49] This the kind of thanks I get? [01:35.38] Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah) [01:38.93] They say these are the golden years [01:40.96] But I wish I could disappear [01:43.10] Ego crush is so severe [01:45.07] God, it's brutal out here [01:50.38] (Yeah! Just having a really good time) [01:54.93] [02:03.51] Got a broken ego, broken heart (it's brutal out here, it's brutal out here) [02:12.47] And God, I don't even know where to start [02:19.25]